suffocating

Slow and blues with a heavy bass and not enough elongated pauses between sentence fragments trapped together and begging for escape from their too lengthy phrases.

-can't breathe.

Beautiful and messed up and sorry and excited and she forgot what she was writing about but she doesn't care anymore because it's just writing and not some show.

-can't breathe.

Sunsets outside her window but her blinds are closed and she's not planning on opening them for anyone today except for maybe him but she knows he's not coming.

-can't breathe.

Clothes cover her floor and they're mostly clean but some are dirty and she can't remember which ones so she just just leaves them all there and wears what's in the closet.

-can't breathe.

Soft red and pinks from the roses on her blanket feel smooth on her skin and she smells them and she doesn't think they smell like roses but she can't remember what roses smell like.

-can't breathe.

-can't breathe.

-can't.

-brea...

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